A day it was again..................
had a day full of emotion,anger,temper,tired just a supper bad day.. so this is my day.. wake up at 8 plus,had a very bad headach.. tis is happening to mi more often and often.. am i having a brain cancer? i always thought of that.. so went down to work at abt 9. reach there abt 9.30. so start with my daily job. opening the kitchen,opening my e mail,replying them,plan my menu for tomolo funtion.. so thats the first quarrel of the day,had it with kelvin,i told him not to do the same baby pork racks,but he just wont listen,so was quite pissed with him!! but somehow i manage to give in. dont wish to flare up..so i went to the supper market at PS. went there to get those stuff needed for tomolo funtion. then went back.. till that time i still dont have a little smile on my face.. haiz.. so went back.. thats the time i did something i'll never do..
at that time was in the afternoon already.. a couple walked in.. order the things they want.. so i cook for them lor.. then i still serve them.. so as i put down the plate of ribeye,my special dish in my restaurant.. at that instant,i got fuck by the guy, he told mi he's a chef also and all those crap stuff and that plate of ribeye is not the real ribeye. what the fuck!!! he just trip mi as he say those things.. so i just fuck him back telling him to get out of my restaurant and never come back if he dont like my food!! i just shouted!!! then i took my dish back to my kitchen.. everyone was shocked!! real shocked.. that the first time they saw mi trip and flared up..
then went back to carry on doing my funtion thing,no even a person dare to tok to mi at that time.. so everything was back to normal when i cool down. i started toking to my manager.. and slowly everyone else..
so at night,we start doing our dinner crowd. things r fine till closing time,1 of the part timer ask mi if i wanted to go back early? if want to then help them wash the kitchen.. then i trip again.. i said: " who the fuck r u to tok to mi like that? not even my boss dare to tok to mi like that. this is my fucking kitchen! i pay u to do this job. close is close to u,but i'm still the person to give u ur pay!! and i'm the fucking boss here! i want to wash i wash,i dont want to wash i just go home. what u can do abt that?!!" i really wash him white white lor. really tired already still have to deal with this type of thing.. and my brain is full of things now.. and have a headach the whole day even now lor.. am i changing to the person i'm used to be? but i can really feel that i'm a angry and shoet tempered person these few days.. haiz.. shit day again!!
judgement day on the 17/05/05.. how i wish u r beside mi now!! beside mi to share everything i'm going thru now.. at this point of time,i really need u by my side.. will u be the 1??