Thinking Back...
y do things happen just like that? had a bad night again.. think all mt post here were all bad except my post on my birthday.. anyway here it goes.. yesterday went out with joanna and we've decided to meet for supper today after i finish work.. but in the end she went to ktv with her bf.. i noe i shouldn't be like that. but u could have told mi and not i heard frm wanqing.. and thats in the afternoon.. if u told mi urself,i'm sure i'll be much more ok.. but it isn't..things happen when i'm abt to give up.. its not that i'm saying u r giving mi hope.. but somehow i can feel that i do have a chance.. but when i feel that i have a chance,u'll always do something else to break that.. i really dont noe wat should i do.. i'm on the edge of giving up.. really.. as wanqing say,y suffer for a person when u dont even noe the outcome of the future.. i really agree.. but somehow when i think back now,it seems the future is not with her.. haiz.. things r really going to happen agian..
anyway thought of going to dragonfly just now. but billy call mi,telling mi that his new stall had just open today.. he ask mi to go down to take a look and give him some comment.. so i went down.. its really a gd stall. with a very gd crowd.. really gd.. all the best billy!!! anyway when i reach there,he was quite busy,so i just order some food and sit alone.. thinking for wat should i do. just when i'm really into my thinking,i heard some pp querral. so when i turn back and have i look(KPO),i saw a couple argue.. so suddenly the guy shouted:"she's a bitch!!! she had 3 different guys and i caught her red handed!" i was shock!! how can he do that?! but on the other hand,i think back,i was in the situation before. and i really understand how the guy feel. 1 other guy is bad enough but she has 2 other guys lei.. wat a bitch really. so when they walk off,i began to think back of the time when i'm with joyce. smiling to myself when i thought of those happy times we shared,but really sad when i thought of the same situation i'm in same as that guy.. how can a sweet looking girl become like that? or should i say y r girls such a slut or bitch.. haha..
to make thing worst,the couple walk back with that guy chasing after the girl. and guess wat..... they sit on the same table as mi.. wau lau a.. so the guy start shouting at her and really gone crazy,on the other hand the girl call the police. Fuck girl!! how heartless can u be?!! after calling the police,the girl walk off.. and then they came back again.. sian diao!! so the police came and take them away. and 1 of the policeman ask mi:"r u with them?" wat the hell.. "of course not la" i replied.. funny right..
so wait for billy to come over and chit chat. its been a while since i last saw him.. chat till abt 2am then i come home.. thats abt it la.. ohh ya,wanqing wrote mi a note in my itouch when i'm really feeling down.. thanks girl and i love u too.. and patrick,have a speedy recovery.. :) just hope tomolo will be a better day for mi.. :)
posted by SaintDerek @ 1:59 AM
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