I'M SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! =)
FINALLY!!! a HAPPY post!!! after like 2 months, she finally tok to mi on msn!! and we had a really long chat!! we tok abt everything!! first like how she's been for the past couple of months.. she told mi she pass her final theory. and she's going to have her tp soon.. really happy for her.. =) i told her abt my intention of selling my bike also.. she also say gd that i wanted to sell.. but i'm just worried that i might regret selling.. and the most important thing is i told her how sorry am i abt the promise a made to her to have 'our' day together.. and i backed out.. i really live to regret that i cooked up such a stupid thing to le to her.. come to think abt it, it was really stupid isn't it? but everything is going back to normal.. no words can describe how happy i am now!! =)but now i tell u this girl,: it really hurts mi to have done that to u and mi.. it has been difficult for mi to sms u that msg saying i wont be able to go out with u on that very day.. and backed out.. till this very day, i still hate myself for that.. i dont have any rights to tok to u after wat happened, even i saw u on msn like everyday.. i only can hope and pray someday u will came and tok to mi.. the most i can only go and read ur blog to find out abt ur well being.. i really missed u.. miss seeing u.. miss going out with u.. miss ur voice.. miss toking to u on msn and on the phone.. miss all the laughter we had together.. but today u u came back!! came back to my rescue.. rescue mi frm hating myself even more..
so i thank u for toking to mi on msn just now... thank u for not being angry with mi anymore... thank u for still wanting to be my fren... thank u for giving mi another chance to redo the 'our' day again... the most important than u is, thank u for believing mi again.. i'll never have betray that believe u have in mi again.. never ever again!!
and lastly, i thank u to who ever God up there for not making wanna sleep just now, if not i dont noe i still gotta wait how long before she comes and tok to mi if i slipped this chance.. so thank u also.. =)
today will surely be a great day for mi.. and its all becoz of u girl.. =)
posted by SaintDerek @ 9:59 AM
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