Monday, January 17, 2011

how I wish

flashbacks of the times you slept over at my place, holding my hands when sleeping and kissing my forehead before saying good night. i miss you. the flashbacks are so real till i feel as though you are holding my hands right now.

when i know that you were caught in a midst of tough decision, how i wish i was there to accompany you through it. yesterday i texted you, wanted to talk and to be there for you like how i used to be. but in the end, i didn't talk to you at all about it.i do not know where should i start and how should i talk. talk to you as a friend or talk to you as your ex? i know how far you can go for a friend and i have seen it all. it isnt about expectations anymore.

i know whatever which you 've written on fb was to tell me about it but seriously, i know you too well and i know those are all the thoughts on your mind.

am worried for you and really gotten so use to worrying every single thing about you. still hoping the best for you!

am i silly ? lol. i guess thats still me? (:

posted by SaintDerek @ 10:45 PM Comments: 0