my lifestyle had changed, my hairstyle have changed, my weight have changed, new groups of friends, tried different jobs. what about you? still the same or have some little change? my character changed as well. becoming more naive, becoming more honest.
so much have changed that made me see alot and cross-reflected to the quarrels we had in the past. when we just broke up, what i see is all your fault but till now, i have figured out more things which i wished i had figured out in the past.
and after all the cross-reflecting, i realise something which did not change a single bit. i still love and miss you like always. i texted you a casual msg to remind you to take care of your health etc but the reply i received was yea, casual as well. so i told myself ' chances of even rekindling our love is kinda hard '.
i wouldnt say i would wait still. i will just keep moving on like how i have been doing. when its time, my feelings will eventually fade off. or even if we are fated to be tgt again, we will meet again in the future.
hang on my dearest boy, your difficult times in life will soon be over as long as you work really hard step by step.
posted by SaintDerek @ 7:01 AM
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