Tuesday, February 15, 2011


Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

chanced upon this


To my best boyfriend,

I LOVE you super deep deeep deeeeeeep.

You have a nice dimple, smile, vocal, brown eyes & tongue piercing

You make me wanna love you more than I can since the day we got together

You should try staying over at my place (:

Someday I will wish to retire and go for a world tour together with you.

You + me = happiness, laughters, sweet sweet love

If I saw you now I'd still hug and kiss you like how I usually do (:

I want to marry you.

I would build a invisible castle just for you. ( no disturbance, just you and me )

If I could sing you any song it would be 1,2,3. ( 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you~ I love u )
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We could whisper sweet nothings to each other under the stars.

Love,
Jiang Ah bee, Tay Yu Ting

(P.S.I have alr blog this as my entry even before you wrote on my wall, dumb dumb! haha )



**** i can still remember how perfect we were in the past.

Monday, February 7, 2011

today all my relative asked about you. the first one asked, immediately tears welled up in my eyes! why did we even break up? its all my fault. baby, why did you let me go? didnt we agree to hold on to each other? why did you let go? you should be coming the 3rd new year tgt w me. even till now i still cant forget you. have you forgotten me yet? pls dont okay? cause you are still at the special place in my heart. you know baby?

Friday, February 4, 2011

baby, i am down with gastric flu. vomited 4 times yesterday and twice today. baby, i feel very xinku. missed having someone here to take care of me. i should have appreciated you more in the past! baby, will you come back?

" bee, you must hurry recover okay? then we can go out soon already! my heart aches when i see you feeling so xinku. "
do you remember this sms u used to send me in the past?

i miss you, really alot alot.

Thursday, February 3, 2011




Happy chinese new year and hope you have enjoyed reunion dinner (: may this year be a better year for you my dear.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

omg! i just won $80 from ban luck just now!
guess you are winning tooooooo??

(:
this is like a space where i can just speak my mind because virtual world, there's no restrictions. at least blog stays as a blog and i dont have to feel rejected like how i do in the reality!

happy chinese new year baby! and hope you have enjoyed your reunion dinner!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

i just heard a song and i almost burst out in tears in town.

" i miss you like crazy, even more than i can sayyyyyyyy "

i still can remember that day when i saw you, i was kinda surprise to see the unhappy you. you have lost the smile when you were with me. am i still the reason for your happiness?