i decided to text you and it was after plucking my courage to tell you how much i miss you. but before i even manage to tell you, you are there telling me how sad you are over "k" . even more than joyce whom is another girl who i know you really loved.
right here im thinking, what about me? was i ever in your life before? i guess no. after this convo we have, i've got my answer.
my heart aches and i do not know how am i able to let out this overwhelming emotions. why is this so?
and the person that im talking about is you.
maybe im just being dumb and silly to choose this tougher way out. i chose to listen to all the heartfelt words of how much u love her, miss her and dying to marry her. every words of your's pierced through my heart. i cried while trying to be sympathetic and to accompany you.
yes. this cruel and harshest way will work. at least a new way to try to get rid of you forever in my heart. its tiring to love you on a one sided basis for 11mths.
and not to forget, happy 11mths after we went seperate ways. today is the exact 11mths. and hopefully, it will stop counting on soon.
i dont want to love you anymore. i dont want to miss you anymore.
posted by SaintDerek @ 2:01 AM
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